Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sorry I haven't posted much. I could blame it on being busy which is true. I have been doing alot of cleaning & putting away summer clothes BUT I have also been a little down lately. It's getting closer to Matt coming home but it's seems to be taking forever! Everyone seems to be getting really close to their "homecoming" & I'm feeling a little left behind. Please don't get me wrong I am MORE than excited for each & every one of you!! I am happy when any soldier comes home to their families especially when it's my friends. I just feel like I'm gonna be alone soon. I know I have to have patience. I mean I made it a year now. A little more time Isn't gonna hurt right?!?! But, I'm not gonna lie it does hurt. It hurts being without my husband,my best friend,my everything for this long!

13 comments:

Michelle said...

Oh Courtney! I know what you mean. Before I found you all I felt all alone through this deployment. Time is going by so slow. I swear it's like time just freezes everyday. You won't be alone, I promise. Our guys will be home pretty close to each other, and I'll be with you until the end! Keep your chin up, we ARE almost done.

Angie said...

Sweetie your never going to be alone in this! You have all of us and yes one by one our men will come home but we will still be there for each other! I mean heck Tim wont be home till May of 2007. So I still have quite aways to wait! Hang in there. You can do it, Even though it hurts we are strong and can make it!

Angie

Monica said...

I can so relate to what you are feeling. I honestly thought my day would NEVER come. I watched a lot of guys coming home and it is so hard! He will be home before you know it! I will be here for you through it all! :) I will pry need to talk/vent once Brad is home! LOL!

Trish said...

I am there with you! These last few weeks are just ticking by. I've been trying to stay busy so I don't get down. But, we've made it this long, and we will make it through this too. Keep your head up! :)

Faith said...

Hey Girlie,

I am here for you. I know that you are like you witch your man is due home in a week or two. Hey, I promise to not disappear and abandon my blog the way so many others do when their husbands, fiances, and boyfriends return. I will still be right there posting praying for my friends. You will make it through.

Faith

Courtney said...

Hey I know what you mean. A few months after Danny deployed is when everyone else's soldiers came home. Like you, I was happy for them but incredibly jealous. :) I used to bawl when I saw all their reunited pictures and wonder how I would make it. But here we are with only a little longer to go and we have made it. You gotta keep reminding yourself that you've made it this far you can handle a little bit longer. That has become my mantra because the end has been the hardest so far. Danny is coming home late November early December and it can't seem to come close enough. Hang in there girlie. I'm here for ya and I won't be leaving any time soon. Love ya,
Courtney

Glo said...

Hey Sweetie,
Remember what I told you the last few weeks seems to the hardes.Don't ask me why,but that is when I would cry at the drop of a hat and it didn't matter where I was. You know "oh my there ringing up my groceries" boowhoo. It was really bad.I couldn't control it. I promise it will get better. The first Hugs the best.So remember you are W-O-M-E-N girl and Army...........HOOAH. Love Ya.

kbug said...

Girl, I know what you're talking about. The time seems to fly, but then I look at the calendar and there are still months of deployment left. But you know all of us are here for each other no matter how long it takes. Seth won't be home till November of December, so I'm not going anywhere for a while. Hang tough.....

Mystik said...

Sweetheart! You're making me sad... I know that all of our friendships are genuine and strong, and we will not forget about each other when our other halves come home. If anything, it will make us k.i.t. more; sharing fun stories and reminiscing about the long time when we were without our partners and relying on each other. I love you girl!! I promise I won't forget you or stop writing. Take Care and have a great week!

Charla said...

Hang in there girl, you're not alone at all. I know I haven't been around much lately,calling or on here, but I'm still here for you! Love ya girl!!!!!

Charla

Tammy said...

I just wanted to stop by and thank you for visiting this misplaced Ky gal...I don't know how you gals do it with your Hubbys gone for so long...another gal of mine's hubby was just deployed and she is pretty depressed...come see me any time...you can cry on my shoulder or just have a good time...me and the gals are up for anything!!
(((hugs)))

The Flip Flop Mamma! said...

I can't even imagine what you and other's are going through. It must be soo hard. Just keep on, keep busy, and time will fly by.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry time is dragging for you. That sucks. There just isn't any other way to put it.