Sorry I haven't posted much. I could blame it on being busy which is true. I have been doing alot of cleaning & putting away summer clothes BUT I have also been a little down lately. It's getting closer to Matt coming home but it's seems to be taking forever! Everyone seems to be getting really close to their "homecoming" & I'm feeling a little left behind. Please don't get me wrong I am MORE than excited for each & every one of you!! I am happy when any soldier comes home to their families especially when it's my friends. I just feel like I'm gonna be alone soon. I know I have to have patience. I mean I made it a year now. A little more time Isn't gonna hurt right?!?! But, I'm not gonna lie it does hurt. It hurts being without my husband,my best friend,my everything for this long!