So it's Monday morning 5:45 am & I wake up. I feel good. I couldn't go run a marathon but I was for the most part pretty well rested. I had set my alarm for 6am. (I always wake up right BEFORE the alarm goes off) So I thought well this is good I can turn off the alarm so it won't wake the kids. About that time I hear a little voice say MaMaaaa! Yes it was Shannon:) So I decided to give her a bottle & to get her back to sleep. Instead I ended up sound asleep while she played on my bed! So didn't get to start my new routine Monday & last night I didn't get much sleep so no luck again this morning! BUT.....tonight I'm getting everything done & getting to bed early if it kills me. I WILL start my routine. I have to give this a chance. See I am totally lost at this point. I feel so well not like myself lately. I feel so gross basically all the time. I haven't even been getting dressed. I want to get out of the house but then again I don't (weird I know) I have no reason for feeling this way but I do & I must fix it! I believe that life is 10% of what happens to us but 90% is how we react to it. Some moods & things can't be helped but alot of times if you want to be happy...you can! Well, I have a wonderful husband & 3 great kids. I plan on being happy. Very Happy!
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Posted by Courtney at 8:30 AM