After some much needed advice. Thank you everyone! I realized I am not alone & I will get through this. Everyone is right Matt would not want me this down. I am going to try to keep busy.
I'm going to do some decorating(i love that) & little stuff to keep me busy. Hopefully it will pass some time. It can't get any slower. At least I hope not! Any little ideas to keep me busy. Throw them my way. I appreciate any advice.
I am doing better though! We all miss our soldiers and we are certainly entitled to cry & complain but it doesn't bring them home any faster. It certainly doesn't help anyone. I have to learn to keep my spirits up. Like I tell him. Keep your spirits up & your head down!
Although he should be telling me the same. You gotta watch yourself here. There is always things tossed & thrown & launched at your head!!! Wars got nothin on the Cleveland kids!