So I'm pretty bummed tonight. With Matt's new job he's gone all evening & most of the night. On top of that he's had alot of back problems lately. He hurt his back while on AT with the Army. Since then he's had 100's of Dr's appointments & Physical Therapy. So basically every day it's something that keeps him gone all day! I hate it. I'm proud of how hard he's working for us but can't help but be cranky about it. I also feel guilty for feeling this way. I mean I should just be happy he's home & safe. This time last year he wasn't and there are still so many other wives waiting. Guess the old saying is true. Can't have your cake & eat it to huh? LOL! He's off this weekend. I'm looking forward to some family time. Ty's birthday is next week. He'll be 5! The day after (26th) is Shannon's birthday she's going to be 2! We are all looking forward to that. Well, parties not my babies growing up.