Looking Back

Well I'm here in an almost empty house. Allison & Ty stayed with my grandma's tonight so I could move everything tomorrow. I got the keys early & was able( with my daddy's help) move some stuff in this evening! As I look around it reminds me of when we first moved in here. We had well, basically nothing! Now we have so much stuff I think I'll never get moved in that house. LOL! Even though the past few months this house has given me nothing but trouble. I still feel a little sad saying goodbye. There's so many memories made here. This is the house I really actually learned to grow up in. Lets see...I learned how to cook a "real" meal here. I learned how to potty train a very stubborn little boy. How to unclog a toilet (not fun!) How to kill a bug without crying,screaming & yelling for Matt! How to handle all the bills. How to cook dinner while entertaining two hungry kids & carrying a baby on my hip! How to believe in myself but most importantly I learned that I can make it on my own. I don't want to be without Matt but I learned that I'm with him because I want to be not because I have to be! Thats the best lesson I could have ever learned. I am so happy for that. Tomorrow I will be in a new house. It's better for all of us but I'm leaving behind so many memories. Tomorrow it's time to start new one's & soon enough Matt will be home to share those with us.